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Hi
gue mau pamer pacar baru

this one named Channing Tatum

and this is Hayden Christensen

ohmygoat
they're just like the coooooooolest guys i've ever seen
and i was like "OMG! OMG! there he is, OMG!" everytime i saw both of 'em.
*nods*

allright
that was opening
and now, im in the middle of my holidays, which is filled by watcccchhhhing movies all day long and you know what? right now im watching sort of reality show called "CINTAKU TERLARANG EMAK" is that boring or what???
about an hour ago i've just finished watching a movie "in the land of woman" and yes Adam brody is sooo damn charming..
darn it! i got nothing to do.
okay lets talk about school
or lets not
what am i supposed to tell you?

um maybe i can tell you a little bit about my....you know.......the L word?
first of all, i dont know how and why, suddenly i feel like something's missing
it's kinda weird because first week after i broke-up, i was just like "yeah whatever"
but now i dunno it's like..................finally i figured out that i miss him so darn much

intermezo: my sister's boyfriend just passed by and god he's really nice!!! huh

bacck, and now im hoping this is just a kinda nightmare
or a cruel joke. I looked around for a hidden camera half expexting Ashton Kutcher to jump out of the closet or something yelling "YOU JUST GOT PUNKED!!"
kidding

and you know what when those feelings came by, i just sitting on my bed in my pajamas thinking about this, staring at the wall, and sulking. Which, strangely enough, always seems to make me feel a lot a lot better...

and i will forever remember when we used to holding each other hands, when our fingers accindently touched ever so slightly, like a gentle but wild squirrel slurping sweet nectar. Our eyes locked and for a split second it was as if we were gazing into a deep, misty cavern of each other's wounded souls.
yaya not that romantic but, enough nice to make me feel like suddenly very happy and butterflyish all over.

okay enough for the flashback time and um i better hurry publish this post or im going to write another one sentimental-story.
time to move on!
*sigh*